nobody understands...

a story about a friend of mine
he told me everytihg about his life,
n this is his life
for the past week,
i`ve been feeling lonely,sad,confused n depressed...
i wonder why god gave me such a life,
people come and go in your life....
i became use to that feeling,
but everything has its limits...
i`ve lost many people in my life,some died and some just left without saying a word...
Dad,
why did u leave me?
mom,
why are u doing this to me?
friends,
why does`nt anyone understand...
people look for me when they need me but why is`nt there any1 for me to talk to?
i came home today..
suddenly i saw a black BMW outside my house...
it was my dad..
i went into my house,
i saw him drinking...
i asked if he was ok,
he just looked at me,
i wondered why,
he asked me,
why am i like this,
why am i worthless,
he called me rubbish n started cursing..
i was used to it,so i didnt actually care...
he than said,
u owe me 400 right,
i said yes...
he told me to use the money to buy my books n my school supplies....
i was devastated...
where am i suppose to get that amount of money?
i Hate u dad...
why did u exist in my life?
everyday i ask god,
why he gave me such a life
why did my mom adopt me if she doesnt want me?
these words are all i think off....
I HATE MY LIFE,
HATE My parents...:(