away for sometime

hey guys sorry x update blog...
i`ll be away for few days,
tight schedule and stuff...
and not really in the mood for blogs for now,LOL

SMK SSAAS 2010 ROADRUN

on the sixth of fevruary 2010
Smk ssaas had our 5th roadrun....
it started at 7.30 am...
it was another schooling day but this why we`re not learning anything,LOL
we gathered in our school hall
we were separated into our houses...
it started with a form 6 pervert named ashli giving us the warming up...*sorry la but i hate that son of a bitch
then we started running,LOL
we ran from our school,
to the lake nearby...

we had to run the whole lake,hahah
(that was bloody tiring)
i was the 19th person who
completedthe race,
it was rather disappointing though....

but anyways,
my aim was to contribute to my house points and i did...:D

Some people call themselves your friends,
but why wont they understand what your going through,
they see u sad,
and they think that its a small matter when they dont even know...
sometimes they know your problems
but they think that it will be okay....
maybe it will...
people think that losing someone is a small matter...
yes you`ve lost some people to...but have you ever lost as many people as me to the extend that i dont and just cant lose anyone anymore....
people think that they know everything about me and my life,
but truth is that you dont know a single thing about me...
my life is the life no one would wanna have...that i can bet with u!
so dont judge me,
you think you understand but the fact ....you dont!
i just wish somebody would....
you get angry when i do something crazy or when i smoke,
but whats the point?
dont worry,
im not gonna quite anythg
even the closest friend of mine always argue with me...
he knows but sometimes he doesnt understand how i feel or what wrong with me....
people that i care and love have left me many times,
sometimes i`m just all alone....
i dont need anyone anymore....


I`m sorry if i hurt you....but this is the fact!
Please understand