Some people call themselves your friends,
but why wont they understand what your going through,
they see u sad,
and they think that its a small matter when they dont even know...
sometimes they know your problems
but they think that it will be okay....
maybe it will...
people think that losing someone is a small matter...
yes you`ve lost some people to...but have you ever lost as many people as me to the extend that i dont and just cant lose anyone anymore....
people think that they know everything about me and my life,
but truth is that you dont know a single thing about me...
my life is the life no one would wanna have...that i can bet with u!
so dont judge me,
you think you understand but the fact ....you dont!
i just wish somebody would....
you get angry when i do something crazy or when i smoke,
but whats the point?
dont worry,
im not gonna quite anythg
even the closest friend of mine always argue with me...
he knows but sometimes he doesnt understand how i feel or what wrong with me....
people that i care and love have left me many times,
sometimes i`m just all alone....
i dont need anyone anymore....


I`m sorry if i hurt you....but this is the fact!
Please understand