nobody understands...

a story about a friend of mine
he told me everytihg about his life,
n this is his life
for the past week,
i`ve been feeling lonely,sad,confused n depressed...
i wonder why god gave me such a life,
people come and go in your life....
i became use to that feeling,
but everything has its limits...
i`ve lost many people in my life,some died and some just left without saying a word...
Dad,
why did u leave me?
mom,
why are u doing this to me?
friends,
why does`nt anyone understand...
people look for me when they need me but why is`nt there any1 for me to talk to?
i came home today..
suddenly i saw a black BMW outside my house...
it was my dad..
i went into my house,
i saw him drinking...
i asked if he was ok,
he just looked at me,
i wondered why,
he asked me,
why am i like this,
why am i worthless,
he called me rubbish n started cursing..
i was used to it,so i didnt actually care...
he than said,
u owe me 400 right,
i said yes...
he told me to use the money to buy my books n my school supplies....
i was devastated...
where am i suppose to get that amount of money?
i Hate u dad...
why did u exist in my life?
everyday i ask god,
why he gave me such a life
why did my mom adopt me if she doesnt want me?
these words are all i think off....
I HATE MY LIFE,
HATE My parents...:(

AMIRA ANIS

Ahahha,
I xbanyak bini...
sorang pn xde ok...hahaha
i should thank u actually,
u brought light to my life,
u were there when i needed u...
n U are my gedik,
so when u need me,i`ll always be there for u....
bukan u slalu ngigau ke?
ahahahaah...
LOVE u:D

thanks guys for being my friends...

recently i got to know some new people...
they are the best!
even though im new to them but they treat me as 1 of their close friends...
Acap k!
his realy friendly...
i got to know him not more than 3 months but his close to me...
his a good friend...
honestly,i have`nt met any1 like him......
dia x kerek,dia x poyo,dia sanggup jd driver amik kitaorg semata2 nk lpk...
even though we are from diffrent schools... but he treats me cm membe dia sendiri...
thnks acapk,aizat,din,imran,acap fffttttt/acap s,hahahahahah..
diaorg mmg the best...:)
thanks every1 for accepting me for who i am and sorry r kalau aku ada sshkan korang ke wat korang jd driver....haahah....
p:s/sorry aku xde gmbr korang so aku ltk la gmbr 2...hahah

FOR YOU

A friend has no use for fancy cars,big homes or desinger clothes,
A hug will do just fine,
True friens doesnt care if your rich or poor,
clever or dull,
smart or dumb,
Give..em your heart and he..ll give u his,
How many people can u say that about?
How many people can make u feel rare and pure and special?
How many people can make u feel extraordinary?
But u can And thats why i..ll never stop loving u

U!

I was told that 1 person can change a lot in ones life,
i didnt believe until it happened to me...
when that person existed in my life,
my life changed...
i was happy........
that person meant the world to me,
but all that has changed when that person left...
my happiness,joy and everything just left with that person...
took away everything,
i cant smile anymore,
there`s no point smiling to me,
i wish i could turn back time to change everything...

the whispers of a crushed soul

Everyday I sit for hours n think about one thing

Love…

Now,I don’t think about it anymore

All I feel is pain like a knife is piercing through my heart,

The cut is deep

All of this made me asked u god

Why did u give me parents n friends that in the end prentends

And betrays me.

Made love no more…

I feel like dying

So that I could get away from all of this

I wanna disappear forever….

Sumthings disappear when ur gone,

My heart n soul…

Somethings leave when u leave

My laughter n my happiness,

My life left me as well..

While im still here

Trying to calm myself without you

Sumthing i wrote for you

im sorry i like you,
im sorry that i care could you just leave me alone in my head,
why dont you try to understand how i feel inside thought you were the person but you were only what i thought
You were nice,You were kind, You were everythingon my mind
but you were`nt for me and you made me see,
that i couldnt be loved, so now let reminice and think of what we`ve done could you just forget,
that i realy cared,
and could`nt u just let it be,
i would be me,
if u tried to be you,
sorry that i cared,
sorry that i misunderstood,
i was jealous, yes i was,yes i was
, but it was 1 night and 1 broken heart of mine that lost,
You didnt lose anything but you still acted that way why couldnt you just let me be and leave my heart alone
tonight it`ll be all better if you could just try to change yourself,
to be like you were before
, singing a song,
making a rhyme,
could`nt you see that i was so blind, could`nt you be the person in this rhyme,
i`ve gotto tell you how i feel with this song,
but its not real,
you would`nt understand me you`ll just leave me here alone now and again......

The life of a singer

You being a singer,
You`ve come to listen to
the best of my songs
I`ll sing them all to you
i`ll sing to a life
of laughter and sorrows
i sing to the sad times
sing to the good times
I am the singer
And i`m here to sing
And if you follow me
my song,i`ll share with you
People,stop me in the street
you can hear them say
`hey u"
You`ve got it made
Plenty of women and god times
Nobody asks if i suffer or cry
If i got a pain
that hurts deep inside
i am the singer
before singging is my thing
And audiences pay
To hear me out
Today i dedicate to you