i DOnt understand

I  dont understand what do people
want from me?
when i have problems...
n i tell people
they say i want attention?
but then when  i keep my problems to myself
all they say is
zi knapa potong tangan lg?
or zi ok x,ctala..
or zi jgnla g pototng tangan,citala prob ko kat kita...
but i when i tell them,
all they`re gonna say is zi nak attention
do i want that?
well,i dont!
i rather keep my problems to myself
i really wanna know what people wants from me...
i dont understand