the whispers of a crushed soul

Everyday I sit for hours n think about one thing

Love…

Now,I don’t think about it anymore

All I feel is pain like a knife is piercing through my heart,

The cut is deep

All of this made me asked u god

Why did u give me parents n friends that in the end prentends

And betrays me.

Made love no more…

I feel like dying

So that I could get away from all of this

I wanna disappear forever….

Sumthings disappear when ur gone,

My heart n soul…

Somethings leave when u leave

My laughter n my happiness,

My life left me as well..

While im still here

Trying to calm myself without you

Sumthing i wrote for you

im sorry i like you,
im sorry that i care could you just leave me alone in my head,
why dont you try to understand how i feel inside thought you were the person but you were only what i thought
You were nice,You were kind, You were everythingon my mind
but you were`nt for me and you made me see,
that i couldnt be loved, so now let reminice and think of what we`ve done could you just forget,
that i realy cared,
and could`nt u just let it be,
i would be me,
if u tried to be you,
sorry that i cared,
sorry that i misunderstood,
i was jealous, yes i was,yes i was
, but it was 1 night and 1 broken heart of mine that lost,
You didnt lose anything but you still acted that way why couldnt you just let me be and leave my heart alone
tonight it`ll be all better if you could just try to change yourself,
to be like you were before
, singing a song,
making a rhyme,
could`nt you see that i was so blind, could`nt you be the person in this rhyme,
i`ve gotto tell you how i feel with this song,
but its not real,
you would`nt understand me you`ll just leave me here alone now and again......