What i want U to know

Time,is going by,so much faster than i,
And i`m starting to regret not spending all of it with you,
Now,i`m wondering why,i`ve kept this bottled inside
So i`m starting to regret not telling all of it to u,
So if i have`nt yet,i`m gonna let you know
you never gonna be alone
From this moment on,if you ever feel like letting go
I won`t let you fall You never gonna be alone I`ll hold you till the hurt is gone And now as long as i can,i`m holding on with both hands Cause forever i believe that there`s nothing i could need but you oh, You`ve gotta live every single day Like its the only one,what if tomorrow never comes? Don`t let it slip away Could be our only one,you know its only just begun every single day Maybe our only one,what if tomorrow never comes? tomorrow never comes

25 January

I see your face in my mind as I drive away,

'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way,

People are people and sometimes we change our minds,

But it's killing me to see you go after all this time.

Music starts playing like the end of a sad movie,

It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see,

'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down.

And we know it's never simple, never easy,

Never a clean break, no one here to save me,

You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand.

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt,

Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve,

People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out,

Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

It's two a.m., feeling like I just lost a friend,

Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me,

But i have to breathe without you.

words cant tell what i`m feeling right now

I don`t mind it
i don`t mind at all

its like
you`re the swing set and
i`m the kid that falls..
its like
the way we fight
the times i`ve cry
we come to blows
and every night
the passions there
so its gotta to be right
right?
no i dont believe u
when u say dont come around here no more
i wont remind u
u said we would`nt be apart....
no i dont believe u
when u say
u dont need me anymore
so dont pretend to
not love me at all.....

BRendon YEoh...You will be remembered forever:(

10 december 2009

Me,Iman,Bie,Alya and Fahmi were chosen to go for a conference in Nilai Inti Collage...
It was there when i met the Apom`s/Eric,Xiang,Alvin,Brendon....
among all of them,
I was close to Brendon..
he taught me words that i could`nt learn in shah alam...
he was a great friend...
he was a funny and a caring person.....
although i knew him for a week,
but it was as though i knew him for a long time...
we had not contact each other for quite some time now...
BUsy....

and then came the day when i heard the news that Brendon was missing....
at first i didnt believe but i found out that it was true...
he was on a boat n it turned over n he drowned...
we will miss him forever...
i wish that i could have talked to him 1 last time,hear his voice 1 last time...
Rest In Peace Brendon....where ever you are:(

GOODBYE`s

I`ve had to say goodbye
more times that i would have like
But everyone can say that
And no matter how many times we do it
Even its for the greater good
It still stinks..:(
Although we wont forget what
we have given up
We owe it to our selves to keep moving forward
What we cant do is
living our life`s
afraid of the next goodbye
Because chances are
they`re not going to stop
The trick is to recognize
when a goodbye can be a good thing
When its a chance to start again....


although i don`t want you to leave,
but i`m nobody to you that can change your mind.....
and its for your own good and all i could do is support u and love you as my brother,hahahahha(GAY)....
you are the first junior that got close to me and for that i wanna thank you for giving me that experience...
i will never forget you
GOOD LUCK in life,your dreams to be a pilot......

THE words that are in my mind right now....

Southern style
things are slow
you`re watching all the speeding cars
moving like you wish you could
but oh,its too bad
cause they`ve drove all your happiness and good times
and i`m gonna find a way that right
and i`m gonna get you into the light
and make it okay...
sad eyes
you are the only one
whose blue skies are gray
so don`t cry
you`ll be the only one who cn make them go away
you`re so young
and so bored
you were staying out till its late
cause that was what he hated
but oh,its too bad
cause he`s stolen all your happiness and good times....

new year,new resolution,new everythg......

As we all know,
its the new year.....
i guess to me it just screams new things.....
new year resolution.???
what the hell is that....?
never had one...
to me life is just going with the flow....:D