new year,new resolution,new everythg......

As we all know,
its the new year.....
i guess to me it just screams new things.....
new year resolution.???
what the hell is that....?
never had one...
to me life is just going with the flow....:D

happy new year guys

hey guys...
2010 is here...
so forget the past and keep moving forward,hahha

nobody understands...

a story about a friend of mine
he told me everytihg about his life,
n this is his life
for the past week,
i`ve been feeling lonely,sad,confused n depressed...
i wonder why god gave me such a life,
people come and go in your life....
i became use to that feeling,
but everything has its limits...
i`ve lost many people in my life,some died and some just left without saying a word...
Dad,
why did u leave me?
mom,
why are u doing this to me?
friends,
why does`nt anyone understand...
people look for me when they need me but why is`nt there any1 for me to talk to?
i came home today..
suddenly i saw a black BMW outside my house...
it was my dad..
i went into my house,
i saw him drinking...
i asked if he was ok,
he just looked at me,
i wondered why,
he asked me,
why am i like this,
why am i worthless,
he called me rubbish n started cursing..
i was used to it,so i didnt actually care...
he than said,
u owe me 400 right,
i said yes...
he told me to use the money to buy my books n my school supplies....
i was devastated...
where am i suppose to get that amount of money?
i Hate u dad...
why did u exist in my life?
everyday i ask god,
why he gave me such a life
why did my mom adopt me if she doesnt want me?
these words are all i think off....
I HATE MY LIFE,
HATE My parents...:(

AMIRA ANIS

Ahahha,
I xbanyak bini...
sorang pn xde ok...hahaha
i should thank u actually,
u brought light to my life,
u were there when i needed u...
n U are my gedik,
so when u need me,i`ll always be there for u....
bukan u slalu ngigau ke?
ahahahaah...
LOVE u:D

thanks guys for being my friends...

recently i got to know some new people...
they are the best!
even though im new to them but they treat me as 1 of their close friends...
Acap k!
his realy friendly...
i got to know him not more than 3 months but his close to me...
his a good friend...
honestly,i have`nt met any1 like him......
dia x kerek,dia x poyo,dia sanggup jd driver amik kitaorg semata2 nk lpk...
even though we are from diffrent schools... but he treats me cm membe dia sendiri...
thnks acapk,aizat,din,imran,acap fffttttt/acap s,hahahahahah..
diaorg mmg the best...:)
thanks every1 for accepting me for who i am and sorry r kalau aku ada sshkan korang ke wat korang jd driver....haahah....
p:s/sorry aku xde gmbr korang so aku ltk la gmbr 2...hahah

FOR YOU

A friend has no use for fancy cars,big homes or desinger clothes,
A hug will do just fine,
True friens doesnt care if your rich or poor,
clever or dull,
smart or dumb,
Give..em your heart and he..ll give u his,
How many people can u say that about?
How many people can make u feel rare and pure and special?
How many people can make u feel extraordinary?
But u can And thats why i..ll never stop loving u

U!

I was told that 1 person can change a lot in ones life,
i didnt believe until it happened to me...
when that person existed in my life,
my life changed...
i was happy........
that person meant the world to me,
but all that has changed when that person left...
my happiness,joy and everything just left with that person...
took away everything,
i cant smile anymore,
there`s no point smiling to me,
i wish i could turn back time to change everything...